three years ago…

what was I doing? Probably not getting any work done. Was too nervous. Thinking about what I was going to wear. Wondering what we were going to do. Wondering if I’d like this boy. Wondering if he’d like me.

I guess he did.

And because of that date I went on three years ago, this weekend I had plenty of wedding stuff to do. Went to see my dress and to pick out a dress for my junior bridesmaid. (My highly intelligent and spunky ten year old cousin Madeline.) Took engagement pictures on Sunday. Browsed wedding bands with Regan that afternoon. (Found one I want v badly. Hope George agrees. If not, it’s okay. Of course it’s just symbolic. Can I help it if I want my symbol to be an antique openwork flower-and-vine diamond studded band? Really it’s not as expensive as it sounds.)

Am excited about my date tonight. Dinner but I don’t know where.

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Why am I writing when I have nothing to say? Honestly, there’s nothing very interesting going on right now. Tonight I’m babysitting my cousin Max. Tomorrow I’m going to Covington and hopefully am going to have tea with my two friends. (Haven’t heard about reservations yet.) Okay, okay, I um suppose we might um go and um see my um dress again. Okay, okay, that might be the real reason we’re going. Alright. But one of the girls I’m going with is getting married next year and she hasn’t tried on dresses yet! But again, another excuse. Also I could order my shoes. Okay, I’m obsessed with my dress. It’s insane. Also the most expensive item of clothing I’m ever likely to own, so I think the more I put it on, the better. Lower cost-per-wear? Maybe?

After that I’m going to meet my cousin Karye and her little girl Madelyn (whose name I am probably spelling wrong but I can’t seem to remember how to spell it) at a different bridal store so Madelyn can try on junior bridesmaid dresses. I’m excited about that because I haven’t seen her since Jenny’s wedding and she is really the funniest little girl ever. Very smart.

Sunday, I’m embarrassed to say, George and I are taking engagement pictures. I can’t even think about it without blushing, so more than likely I’ll have red cheeks in all of the pictures. Ah well. Save on makeup.

Ugh

Guestlists are hell. Last night George and I struggled with it, and the only solution is to start alienating people and to stop making new friends. (I know, that makes it sound like we are so magnetic that we can’t help but make friends wherever we go, but seriously, in the last few months, it’s been a problem. Ha ha.)

It’s really difficult – how do you only invite some people from work? How do you not invite people you see fairly often but maybe you aren’t that close to? (They usually expect to be invited.) I think the main thing is that my family is MASSIVE. Very large. Can’t help that. Can’t not invite family – and I want to invite them all. And then there’s our wonderful neighborhood – we have so many good friends there, and it’s where we met and where we fell in love and so many people were there for all of it. So how do we exclude some of them?

And it’s my own fault for remaining friends with people from high school and college and past jobs. And also for talking incessantly about the wedding.

Oy. Not pretty. Not asking for sympathy, not asking for anyone to say “don’t invite me.” Just venting.

Well, aside from the great Guest List Massacre, the weekend was lovely. The weather was perfect. I planted a garden on Saturday morning (will post pictures later) and then we went to a barbecue at a friend’s house. We ate good food, drank gallons of beer, and talked and talked and talked. It was just a fantastic day.

Of course, the aforementioned gallons of beer made yesterday somewhat painful, but not unbearable. Watched another new Dr. Who episode. Of course. Sunday tradition. Which brings us to the GLM of 2005, which I don’t want to discuss any longer.

03/22/05

If today were weigh in day, I’d be at a New Lowest Weight Ever. That is very exciting.

I think maybe it’d also be the day I drop down to 22 points a day, instead of 24. That, however, is very frightening.

I suppose it’d be more frightening if I were as fastidious at counting points as I was six months ago. Alas. I think I’m going to have to get better at it. After all, Hershey’s kisses aren’t really zero points. And yes, points do count on weekends. (So I think we can attribute the current weight loss to the gym – can you even imagine how well I’d do if I – gasp! – counted points and exercised? Amazing. Well, don’t want to drop the weight too fast. Ha!

Last night went to look at a house with Regan and Jeff. It was so cute I wanted to move in right then. George is lucky this house wasn’t for sale when we were looking – it’s about 800 square feet smaller than our house. But it’s so cute, so cozy, a perfect little cottage. With an adorable little back garden. If it were in England, it’d be the cottage of my dreams. Except even at 100+ years old, it’d be about 100 years too new. And not stone. But you get the idea. I always wanted a tiny snug little ancient cottage with low ceilings. Not very practical for a 5’10” girl.

Off to work! There’s going to be an ice cream party today. Ah well, there goes the NLW! (Kidding. Will only have a dab. Yeah right.)

03/09/05

Yay, yay, lost 2 lbs! Now my body figures out where I’ve been going nearly every day after work. The gym. Yes indeedy. Or maybe it’s because I ate better. Who knows, who cares? (I guess I should, eh?)

Anyway, off to work now, but 2 lbs lighter!

(And the best part? This is typically the week of the month that I weigh more. So that means next week…a possible NLWTM?

Surprise pictures

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My sister, the cutest angel in the world, and baby Alison. Ha ha! Okay, Alison’s in the middle.

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Yay! We got her! See the tears glistening? That is the sign of true surprise.

 

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Look at everyone who came to surprise Kristina…Julie, Bill, Alison, Ren, Gary, Chris, Shelby, Ann, me, and Jenny. Fun!

Feb 16, 2005

Am decidedly unthrilled about my less-than-a-pound loss this week, particularly since I’ve been pretty good as far as eating goes, and particularly, I think, as far as exercise goes. Well. Fat lot of good that did. Pun intended.

Well, I’ve made the decision to join a gym this afternoon after work. Curves just ain’t cuttin’ it anymore for me (though I did go yesterday – funny story about that) and dance class (which I also went to yesterday) is more fun than exercise. Well, it’s definitely exercise. But right now, with the recital coming up, I’m kind of superfluous to the whole class. So I’m going to stop dance class until August and join a gym. By the time the new “school year” for dance starts, my Curves membership will be over. And I can still go to Curves once a week or so, just so I don’t feel like I’m tossing $30 a month into the trash.

Oh yeah, the funny story about Curves – every month they have a t-shirt drawing for the people who had birthdays that month. So at the end of January, they picked my name out of the basket, but yesterday was the first time I’d been since mid-January or so, so they were about to send me a “where are you?” postcard. When I walked in, it was like the long-lost sister being greeted. Nice.

01/24/05

It’s unbelievable, yes it is. The girl, she has a voice like an angel! (Why do I hear that in my head with an Irish accent? Can anyone tell me?) Yesterday, I went to see my dimpled, gorgeous cousin Sara, my baby cousin, who was the cutest, most sarcastic child you’d ever meet, (she asked my dad once when his baby was due – though I don’t think she realized he wasn’t pregnant) star in her school’s production of Oklahoma. Oy, the girl can sing. I am hoping she’ll sing in the wedding. (Okay, okay, I know she’s probably reading this, but I meant every word up there!)

New PR!

Race this morning – beat my personal best time for the 5K! Previously 33:09, now it’s 32:26, thankyouverymuch. Yay!

Last night we had a yummy steak dinner with Polly and Colin, and then saw The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou. I liked it a lot, only not as much as the Royal Tenenbaums.

Tomorrow I’m going to see my baby cousin Sara star in her high school production of Oklahoma. I can’t believe she’s 18 and all grown up! And she can sing. She must’ve gotten that from the other side of the family.

LWE!

Well, wouldn’tcha know it. A new Lowest Weight EverTM this morning, but it doesn’t count because it’s not weigh-in day. I wonder why it is that I always weigh a bit less on the day after weigh-in day. Would it help if I changed my weigh-in day to Thursday, or would I then just weigh less on Friday? Hmmm. It doesn’t matter. Anyway, I shouldn’t be weighing myself every day anyway. Bad Pam!

Goal for Saturday: new 5K PR! Let’s go back in the archives to see what my previous best time was…hmmm…(wavy lines a la Scooby Doo and Waynes World…)…ah yes, 33:09 at the Molarthon in November 2003. Oh crap. I thought my PR was 33:36. I suspect the Molarthon course was short, though. Okay, well, still. Must beat 33:09. Surely, if the weather cooperates (60 degrees and overcast? Would that be too much to ask for in January? Probably.) then I’ll be able to beat it. Surely! 10:41 miles, times 3.1. That’s the speed to beat. Holy cow. Okay. Sure.

And finally, to top off this very exciting entry, I found out something pretty cool about my (wedding) dress last night. It is, in fact, a knockoff of a $4000 designer gown! Yeah! I paid a mere fraction of that for my dress, the only difference being the fabric. Mine is silk satin instead of silk mikado, this strange fabric I don’t even like. Score! I clearly have a good eye for high fashion. I say this with a straight face as I wear a wrinkled hand-me-down shirt from Kristina, a black t-shirt I wore yesterday, and some ill-fitting trousers from Old Navy. And some hand-me-down scuffed loafers. What a fashion plate!

12/27/04

Oh, the blankie and the baby who punishes it:

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Daddy and Alison nap with Blankie:

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Fun weekend

Ohhh, isn’t the Monday after Thanksgiving the worst? It’s that lovely long weekend, where you get the holiday bit out of the way first and then you have three days to just do nothing if you want. That’s what makes it the best holiday. Hardly any stress (don’t tell my mom or anyone who actually cooks that I said that) and no gift-giving anxiety, just hanging out with your family and eating a lot of delicious food. And not counting points. You can’t count points on Thanksgiving!

Of course, today is the first day since Wednesday that I have counted points, and I might have gone a bit longer without counting points than I should have, but so far the scale really hasn’t shown much of the fallout from Thursday (, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.) So maybe it’s okay. Fingers crossed.

George and I had a lovely Friday. I shopped in the morning, got some presents out of the way, and then we took the ferry across the river, got on the streetcar to City Park and then walked to Whole Foods to get food for our picnic. Yummy, messy sandwiches and salt and vinegar chips. We spread out a blanket and ate and watched the ducks. Then we wandered around the new sculpture garden (it’s huge!) while I made fun of the pretentious people.

(Come on, woman, is it necessary to wear a fedora with a feather and pointy toed stilettos to a park? And does your boyfriend have to wear a fur hat? It’s Louisiana, not Milan, for god’s sake.)

Anyway, back on the streetcar with a brief interlude at an Italian ice cream parlor. Yum.

The rest of the weekend wasn’t nearly as exciting. I saw Finding Neverland (and cried like a baby.) Kristie came in (oh, that was exciting) and we had drinks at the pub and she talked Boston to our friend Matt for a while. Sunday I worked in the yard. Finally mowed it. Way overdue. I’m sure our neighbors are happy.

On Thursday I go to Durham, North Carolina for a work thing. Exciting!